I’ve been absent from this page for a few months. But a lot has happened in those few months. I I look back at my life even just 8 months ago, I cannot believe the change.
In late June/early July, I was feeling pretty under the weather. My get up and go have gotten up and gone, and my appetite had gone wonky. I went on holiday to Whitby the last week in June, so I put it down to being tired out by my holiday.
I picked up after a while, but things were still not quite right. And then all of a sudden I realised… I was late, and I’m not talking late for work. I had my contraceptive implant taken out in March, and my husband and I had been trying for a baby ever since. So I did a test and… It was positive! I really hadn’t expected for things to have happened so quickly to be honest, heck, with my disability I almost expected for it to never happen at all. But no, it has happened, and as of the time of writing this, I am 8 weeks +4 pregnant (though I haven’t had my dating scan done yet, and my first midwife appointment is a few weeks away).
It’s early days, I know, but I am so happy this has happened. I can’t wait to read to my child, I hope they love reading as much as I do! I’m not sure how hard I will find this pregnancy. I’ve already had a bout of Sciatica, but that was probably nothing to do with being pregnant, I made the mistake of bending over to try and pick something up, and nothing screws my back up like bending over too far. I’m not suffering from Morning Sickness at the moment, but my appetite is very strange. I’ve gone off Fish, and I can only eat small amounts at a time; I get full very quickly. My sense of smell has gone haywire as well, and strong smells make me feel very nauseous.
The other big news is I have been accepted to do a BA (Hons) Graphic Design course. I had been feeling lost since my plans of working in Hospitality Management went out of the window due to my disabilities, and my biggest regret has always been I didn’t go to University. I had been doing some design work for Country Village Inns, and I realised that not only was I good at it, I really enjoy doing it. I was pretty sure I couldn’t manage a full time degree at a local University and work, so i looked into distance learning courses, and found the perfect course for me through Arden University. So I applied, and literally the day I found I was pregnant I was accepted on the course! So it all seemed to happen at once. Being a distance course, I can take up to 9 years to complete it, though I am hoping to do it in 3.
So I’ve got alot going on for me now. I am under no illusion that this whole thing will be easy, but then all the best things never are. But I am not going to let my disabilities dictate my life.